im finally home.
went out to Geylang just now.
looked for sister's second raya outfit.
found one.
it was purple.
GRRRR.
didn't find one i liked.
at least i already bought my white suit the other day.
the bustling bazaar atmosphere is still going strong.
how could it not?
the big day's only 3 days away.
im fatigue now.
wasn't actually in the right mood the entire night.
papa lah.
and mama.
they never let me explain anything.
and even if i did,they wouldn't listen.
i could have teared abit just now,but i couldn't.
i dont care anymore.
my life's a wreck these days.
i used to have someone who i could always bitch to.
now i don't.
yeaaa,i have my Gajah Glue but seriously,i shouldn't bother them
so much.
they have their partners to worry about.
im not much of a hero maybe.
i dont think anyone comes to me first when they're in distress.
thats what i think~
and i guess the reason why i like helping people so much
is because i cant help myself.
hahas.
and she was the first person i looked up to.
she was definately my hero.
heroine i mean.
MY savior.
she still is,somehow.
whenever i think of her,all my troubles seem to fade away.
what a bliss eh?
i feel lost nowadays.
most of the time just feeling confused.
was this all a dream?
i've been dreaming bout her far too much.
and sometimes i wish i'd never wake up.
i miss tons of people out of a sudden.
i miss Adhah.
i miss Nad.
i miss Mirun.
I miss Jo.
I miss Feika.
I miss Fandi.
i miss Anul.
i miss Khairul.
i miss Tiara.
i miss the good times.
hahs,if your name isin't here,check if you miss me.
(:
i already told Jo and Nad i missed them.
i still have 7 to go.
and i want to apologise so bad to these people ;
i wanna apologise to Adhah
i wanna apologise to Nad
i wanna apologise to Jo
i wanna apologise to Lin
i wanna apologise to Abdillah
i wanna apologise to Mama&Papa
yes,i seriously do.
i have the sudden craving for some sweet fireworks
Dzul , Adhah , HELP!
ahahas.
im hooked on Pascall Clinkers and
Vanilla&Raspberry Marshmallows.
im addicted to My Heart.
and i found out some people didn't invite me over to watch it with them.
GRRRR.
but nevermind,like Nad said,i'll feel out of place.
i already do.
((:
seeing them still bites.
and seeing her happy makes me smile.
IM CONFUSED DAMMIT~
im here at home.
the only one awake.
at exactly 12:57 am
im ranting non-stop
who else can i talk to now?
I CAUGHT UP WITH ADHAH LATE LAST NIGHT!
lols~
YAY YAY.
(((:
not for long but still,it made my day.
ahahahas!
whatever she said ytd,i still remember.
what she said on Tues,i still cant learn to forget.
=x
Dan wants to feel needed.
to be wanted.
to be missed all the time.
to be idolised.
to mean the world to someone.
to be loved.
im uncontactable.
she wants to contact me.
LOLS~
YES LAH.
I'LL GET A NEW NO. AND HP SOON K?
THEN WE CAN SMS AND SMS.
FOOOO!
CICOK CICOK!
xDD
SHHHHH K?
((((:
DAN LOVES YOU ALL.
I THINK IVE SAID ENOUGH.
DAN LOVES EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!
((((((((((:
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11:41 AM
